August 2010
july is over in three hours! weeee.
now i know that doesn’t mean things will automatically get better because it’ll be august, but july 2010 has been the WORST month of my life. so shit, august is going to be amazing. i’ll make suuuure of that.
July 2010
for some reason my phone is stuck on silent.
and if you understood what happened to me last night, you’d be freaked out by it too.
the entire world exploded last night.
did you hear it?
So let’s get fucked up with beautiful people, have a shit ton of fun, cause who...
cid vicious ;)
day 14 - someone i've drifted away from
kirby <3333 my ex wife. we haven’t drifted away for any bad reasons. just kinda like our lives went in different directions recently. that’s lame. we’re lame. kirby if you’re reading this hit me up for bagels cause i miss you and our hot sexXxXx*~
days 8-13 (lol, procrastinationz)
i tried to hide it, cause it’s long, but the “read more” thingy won’t work! sorry for makin ya dashboards long, followers! :(
day 8 - my favorite internet friend (aka my only internet friend hahaha.) cameron fucking shields <3 one night in early september while me and my friend ariane were fucking with people on omegle, i came across cameron, and we ended up bonding...
may 2010:
i just say whatever i want to whoever i want, whenever i want, wherever i want, however i want. however, i do show some respect to few, as ecstasy got me standing next to you. getting sentimental as fuck spillin’ guts to you, we just met but i think i’m in love with you. but you’re on it too, so you tell me you love me too. wake up in the morning like “yo, what the fuck we...
i'm really glad juked july is coming to an end.
with august comes change. a ton of it. some of it’s gonna be amazing, and some is gonna piss a LOT of people off. but i’m okay with that. the people i’m pissing off don’t mean shit to me.
i’m really excited and really nervous. it’s a good kind of nervous, though. more like anxious i guess.
anyway, with all that said, everyone get ready for yet another new...
lord have his grilled cheese.
mini heineken kegs, 5 ft beer funnels, baseball bat joints, dropkick murphy’s, being an apple that fell from a tree, streaking, ruckus, pong, flipcup, being AS LOUD AS WE WANT!, bonfires, sublime singalongs, breaking furniture, and being welcomed back into my nardo fam with open arms are what made these past few weeks of bullshit totally worth it.
♥
sleep, evading
awkward-human:
there’s no reason for my mind to be racing at 60 miles an hour but it’s racing and shifting gears so fast my head hurts. i just want to go to sleep, why can’t i think about nonimportant things at a nonimportant time? just want to sleep. dream now, please.
^ story of my life..
someone find me lsd. thanks.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
get the fuck outta here you piece of shit scumbag. you’re a vile human being and i never want to see your face ever again. absolutely disgusting, ugh.
well that was the most random night of my life. i love it when vacationland is actually fun. doesn’t happen often.
Stage Dives & High 5's: Day 24 →
“The Person that gave you your favorite memory”
Wow, this is a hard one. I had so many good memories from my childhood and stuff. I can’t just write to a specific person.
Dear People I met At Shows,
I want to say thanks for giving me the best memories out of my whole entire life. Shows were a…
LOL they said “signature escape makes me drop it like it’s hot” or...
taking a step in the right direction.
nope.
i’m a horrible actress. well. that’s only half true. when i’m onstage playing a character, i’m great. but when it comes to actual life…i suck.
i tried my hardest to make everyone believe i can live without my friends. i can’t. i honestly can’t. i miss becca and john more than anyone could imagine.
i am such a fucking failure it isn’t even...
day 6 - a stranger/day 7 - my ex boyfriend
since there’s two, it’s really long so i’m hiding it for the sake of not making your dashboard like 10 miles long :)
considering warped ‘10 was yesterday, this seems like a good time to write this. i’ve been attending warped tour every year since i was 6 (because my dad was insane), and one year, i legitimately almost died. although it wasn’t like i was a...
hit me again, tube sock, let’s go!
you are such a fucking cunt.
itsnotjustyou:
I’m not quite sure how to make heads or tails of this.
day 5 - my dreams (i skipped 3&4 cause they...
this isn’t a dream that i want. this is a dream that i need and will accomplish. i’m going to, someday, make my living as a writer. i’ll write anything. poems, novels, children’s books, articles, everything. i’ve been writing like crazy since i learned to actually put words onto paper. it’s the only thing i’m really good at, and i know i wouldn’t be...
I kind of wanna quit smoking cigarettes, but I dunno if I can.
Hmmmm. We’ll see.